baaaaaaaaaaak again

its really bin a long long tym stressfull days nd tiring nyts nd in between i jst cldn't squeeze in d blog, im soooooooooo hapi to finally be able 2 blog again, even though im dead tired nd i can't seem 2 load d webpage correctly im estatic. there so much 2 tlk abt all of which i plan 2 accomplish b4 my holiday runs out (5th july- 5th september) so chao 4 now

Busy days nd nights

D past f ew days have bin really tasking nd busy me and i havent quite had tym 4 maself nd ma blog, ive bin really stressed out especially 2day but was quite determined 2 post smtin on ma blog im soooooooooooo glad skull wld soon be ova d stress is nerve racking im gr8tful 2 God we have 7 days 2 go convocation is on friday and we vacate d following tuesdayi can't wait 2 get home 4give my lousy piece i really tired i have soooooo much 2 tell u but not much tym

in my mind

I am walking along d road on a street i can't recognise, its dark the dead of the night i guess and im all alone in nothiness, houses without lights looking wornout and desolate apart from that every other place is empty, the only light comes from a street light a few blocks ahead, and the weather is quite chilly. i am scared but i keep walking more from the fear than anything else all of a sudden i see a car not far ahead, i run towards it more out of hope than fright i get to it and i try hard to bite down the scream about to come out of my lips, the car is rusty and old, there's blood spluttered on the glasses, the plate number is rusty i dont know the make of it, but it looks centuries old, i want to turn away but i also want to see whats inside, so i open the door of then car, and its such a stark contrast from the outside, its clean and modern and smells of leather, there is a ceramic figurine in the backseat, it looks so delicate and beautiful i reach out to touch it and hold it, then i hear my name loud and clear and its my friends trying to call me back into a boring conversation ( or rather not so boring ) about my crush

Great day

2 day was a veri wondaful experience 4 me it started full of doubts, frustrations nd deep seathed anger at my skull authority 4 d pain i felt they were putting me tru (remember forced activities nd yeah even though yesterday i felt a little enthusiastic about it, 2day i felt like shit dis morning waking up by five n d morning 2 prepare 4 d program). any way b4 i digresss 4urther (obviously) i went 2 d program feeling lyk hell nd i felt i had all d ryt reasons 2 be (sleep sleep sleep).

However i left d program feeling real gud abt my self, i tink it was all abt d speaker, i can't even remember his name ( i tink it's pastor Daniel) wen he came 2 minister God knos i had my reservations ( abt spending 5 hrs 4 i lecture) but i must confess i was deeply imparted by his teaching dat i might not have minded spending more tym (suprising by my own standards)

l learn't so much 4rm him dat i cld write a whole book abt it but some of the things i learnt which i would like to enumerate are-

Hard work dosen't kill anyone and is d only key 2 avoiding a hard lyf.
Every big success is an accumulation of small steps over time.
Success is neva by chance, it is only prepared 4.

anyway these are d few i am willing 2 divulge 4 free 4 more info call (lol i digress again) anyways my point being da i was deeply touched and motivated enough 2 want 2 change d way i viewed lyf 2 want 2 make an impact nd changed how i viewed success nd lyf in general.

till we meet again Chall.

Life nd so much activities

i finished my exams last week (xcept one) and was already planning how i would spend my two weeks before school vacates, since it would be lecture free, when the school management informed us that it would not be free indeed but rather they were planned programs designed by the management to keep students busy till vacation.

I must confess i was shocked, annoyed, bitter and angry with the school and these are part of the reasons my blog has been left idle for some days now. But if there is anything ive learnt in this school it is the art of patience and perseverance and also the fact that your opinion doesn't really count to the school.
o tell and so much
This is like the day since the program began and i must say it is fun but i wont deny that at sometimes i feel really bored all i can do not to cry is sleep. Any way i hope at the end i would have so much to teach about life and so on but till then have fun .

A Letter To My Father

Dear daddy,

i thank you for bringing me to this world 20 years ago, i thank you for showering me with your love since then, for rocking my cradle 2 make me sleep, for singing lullabies to me and carrying me whenever i cried, i thank u for my childhood for filling them wit as much love as possible because they were the best years of my life.

I thank u for correcting me wen i strayed, i thank u for showing me all i can be, i thank u for believing in me even wen i could not believe in myself, i tank u for telling me that id sky was my limit and that i should face my devils. I thank you for all those trying year when you stood by me and believed in my potentials, even when i could not see the d potentials myself.
I am sorry for the days i made you cry, the days i caused you sadness, for the days i hurt your feelings, i am sorry for not always remembering your birthdays and special occasions, for not always saying thank you when you did something nice for me, i am sorry for the times i forgot to call even when i should have, i am sorry for the things i have hidden from you all this years, like how much you mean to me and how i can imagine my life without you.

I love you so much that sometimes it hurts and times like this when we are apart i miss you so much, you've taught me so much, like how to believe in myself and how no body is better than me and for these i owe you much more.
I cannot promise that i would never hurt you or forget your birthday ( just joking) but i can only say that i will try my best to make you proud and if i ever hurt you i would learn to apologize.

you are my role model and my driving force and i want to once again reaffirm my love for you.
To the best father in the world Happy Father's Day

Father's Day

2morrow is fathers day nd dat got me tinking, der is so much stuff i wnt 2 tell him so many secrets ive kept 4rm him, bcos of fear, d fear dat he would be so disapointed in me, d fear dat it would cause him pain so maybe ille just call home nd say Happy father's day instead of saying Well dad i want 2 tell u something. I miss him so much is dat possible 2 miss smone so much dat it hurts cos dat's hw i feel ryt now

my day

i was planning 2 write on my day wit full pics nd detailed info of hw it went but i cant seem 2 download d pictures i want so ille just tell u nd leave d rest 2 ur imagination.
I went out wit ma galfrnds dis morning ( by out i mean witin ma skull environment) 2 d bank, and afta doing all we needed 2 do we decided 2 hangout nd visit d eatery dere well and d was unexpectedly delicious i must say its bin a really long tym since i eat good food (no pun intended but nd most of d food eaten in my skull is rice nd even dat i dnt wnt 2 talk abt) .

well wrd cannot describe hw i enjoyed d meal of pounded yam and egusi soup wit meat , dry fish, fresh fish nd of course my very favourite kpormo. Ova d years ive learnt 2 appreciate veri gud food wit d help of ma taste buds nd i must say dat meal was delicious u can only imagine

hapi weekend

exams exams exams

i finished my last major paper today, it was gr8t ( d feeling of being tru i mean) anyway all dat is left is d general courses dat is wondaful

Crush

A quick flash bak.I met dis guy in d beginning of my Omega semester (second semester) not really met per say its more lyk saw him. Any way since den my lyf has bin a flurry mess. I see him everytym nd we go tru dis starring game nd i literally hav butterflies in ma stomach anytym i see him nd its lyk ma chest is slamed against a wall. It's not lyk dis is ma 1st crush but dis one is veri different, wen i tink im sooooooooo ova him i see him again nd d process begins all ova again.

Bak 2 d present, ive bin telling ma galfrnd dat im so ova him ( of course dey no abt him anoda tin abt me is ma big mouth i cant kip tins lyk dis 2 maself) bcos ive not seen him in a long while nd so i felt lyk i was so ova him, dat was till yesterday wen i saw him twice consecutively.
The first tym was in d buttery where i was getting snacks wit my frnds he just walked past nd my heart did a sumersault. den abt 2 hours later i met him in cafe while having lunch wit ma galfrnds, wen he just worked in i practically stopped breathing nd felt lyk i was chewing paper not rice, i thought i was going 2 die wen he looked at me nd i was practically red xcept im black, God why cant i be ova him its not lyk he's eva said a word 2 me i jst need aq major intervention cause im so deep in crushville

ive just abt completed ma exams its bin really stressful but also wonderful ive bin havin so much thought lately abt wat field of mass communication i wnt 2 focus on but i however hope i discover it soon enough

Ben Carson and the power of believe

Im talking about wat i rilly lyk 2 talk abt nd dats movies. Last weekend iwas abt 2 drift off into lala land while perusing 2ru a frnds laptop wen i noticed d movie Gifted hands. wat attracted was d name ben Carson. though i had neva really hrd about him about him his name however rang a bell and i sunk my claws into d movie dat would soon become nd inspiration 4 me.

The movie is basically about a mother raising her too sons against all odds nd determined 2 make them d best they could possibly be. Ben faces his own demons tinking at a veri early age dat he was dumb but he was able 2 overcome dat wit d firm support of his mother.He had 2 learn 2 overcome his temper and rose 4rm being d class dullard 2 being d worlds best neurosurgeon providing solutions to some of the worlds most challenging medical mysteries like separating Siamese twins successfully before d twins attained d age of one, making him a legend.
This movie was veri inspiring nd taught me a lot of life lessons. wat made dis movie really amazing was d believe Ben's mother had in her two sons, the belief that they were the best even wen d children themselves did not believe it, and even though she herself could not read she showed interest in her sons life nd her efforts were part of d tins dat made her children who they are.
This is a must watch movie i highly recommend it.

the past have been very depressing days and trying, but ive managed 2 scale thru im almost done wit my exams nd im really begining 2 feel d need 2 hav strong long lastin bonds.

Imagine my shock while surfing the net i discovered an emaciated picture of wat looked like 50 cent. wat was more shocking was d fact dat it was indeed 50 cent.

he is currently starring a in true life story of a cancer patient and so had to lose weight 2 fit into d role. The movie things fall apart is sees him starring as a football player diagnosed with cancer. 4 d role he dropped to an astonishing 160 poundsa from 244 pounds during a nine week period on strictly liquid diet.

his training included rigorous exercises, nd a strict diet of liquid only.

I felt touched when i dicovered he did this for a friend who he lost to cancer nd in he stated dat he was doing d roles 4 d accolades but 4 his close frnd.

this just goes on to emphasis my point dat noting is really impossin\ble if u put ur mind 2 it. Who wld have though dat 50 could loose dat much weight in such a short time.

My point being thaty noting is impossible.

d past 2 days nd movies

D past 2 days have bin veri chaotic 2 say d veri least. ive found myself in an emotinonal roller coster. It all started on tuesday when some1 misplaced sometin really dear 2 me nd i misplaced my Atm as well that got me really pissed nd that followed crying and rush of anger i felt for everything nd anyone in my way.

Yesterday was better though in was more calm and calculated, i called home nd everything was fine, but i was veri bored nd didn't feel like going out, so i stole a frnds laptop nd watched a couple of movies. The movie that really fascinated me though was the movie "Julia and Julie". this movie was about a woman (julie) who was a government worker but also a passionate cook deciding with the help of her husband to have a blog to try out recipes of her role model Julia child, thence began the journey through pain frustration and anger she overcame. the movie compared her Julie in new york with Julia in the 1950s in France. it related to both their struggles to survive and excel at what they liked. For julia it was excaping the stereotypes women in France were labeled as housewives and for Julie it was showing that for once in her life she could accomplish something as well as find a form of escapism from her job. Also both women faced oppositions from their parents. However at the end of the day they both succeded and the movie proved a vital point that over the years has bin stressed nd stressed again and that is that whatever you put your heart 2 can succed.

So i wld say yesterday ended in an eventful fashion.
So d key is 2 believe nothing is impossible 2 achieve

lately ive bin thinking of embracing my enterpreneural side nd becoming more bussiness oriented (4 very obvious reasons). dat has got me tinking of all the things i cld do 2 become more financially independent, havent come up wit any though still searching nd praying for a divine idea

my life has bin pretty busy lately ive adapted to my learning environment, ive made some frnds (halleluyah) ive dumped sm frnds 2 (gud riddiance 2 bad rubbish) nd i hav a crush pretty overwhelming 2 say d least but tins re good at d moment hope they stay dat way though

skull skull more skull

bin really busy no had tym 4 myself, gone bak 2 skull in fact started a new semester,and im in d middle of a final exam, hw overwhelming is dat, every tin has bin happening in a rush

tank God it's really friday weat a huge relief 2 kno dat d weekend is here again

life is sooooooooooo boooooooooring ryt now in skull still going tru d College week or rather college hell

i did smtin bad 2 sm1 gud a few days ago nd i hv bin havin sleepless nights abt it wat can i do

2day is weednesday were in d middl of my college week (college of human developmental studies) its fun but stressfull, saturday is our dinnernd i hv no idea wat wear or if i shld even go

introduction

this blog is basically abt my skull. my name is ella nd d name of my skull is Covenant University, d sole purpose of dis blog is discuss my skull