its bin a while a lot of stress sweat nd tears but its good 2 be bak nd even though i wld probably be saying dis 2 myself api nu yr yall nd im wishin u all d best if u can hear me hope dis new year brings bigger and better things.
Amen.

baaaaaaaaaaak again

its really bin a long long tym stressfull days nd tiring nyts nd in between i jst cldn't squeeze in d blog, im soooooooooo hapi to finally be able 2 blog again, even though im dead tired nd i can't seem 2 load d webpage correctly im estatic. there so much 2 tlk abt all of which i plan 2 accomplish b4 my holiday runs out (5th july- 5th september) so chao 4 now

Busy days nd nights

D past f ew days have bin really tasking nd busy me and i havent quite had tym 4 maself nd ma blog, ive bin really stressed out especially 2day but was quite determined 2 post smtin on ma blog im soooooooooooo glad skull wld soon be ova d stress is nerve racking im gr8tful 2 God we have 7 days 2 go convocation is on friday and we vacate d following tuesdayi can't wait 2 get home 4give my lousy piece i really tired i have soooooo much 2 tell u but not much tym

in my mind

I am walking along d road on a street i can't recognise, its dark the dead of the night i guess and im all alone in nothiness, houses without lights looking wornout and desolate apart from that every other place is empty, the only light comes from a street light a few blocks ahead, and the weather is quite chilly. i am scared but i keep walking more from the fear than anything else all of a sudden i see a car not far ahead, i run towards it more out of hope than fright i get to it and i try hard to bite down the scream about to come out of my lips, the car is rusty and old, there's blood spluttered on the glasses, the plate number is rusty i dont know the make of it, but it looks centuries old, i want to turn away but i also want to see whats inside, so i open the door of then car, and its such a stark contrast from the outside, its clean and modern and smells of leather, there is a ceramic figurine in the backseat, it looks so delicate and beautiful i reach out to touch it and hold it, then i hear my name loud and clear and its my friends trying to call me back into a boring conversation ( or rather not so boring ) about my crush

Great day

2 day was a veri wondaful experience 4 me it started full of doubts, frustrations nd deep seathed anger at my skull authority 4 d pain i felt they were putting me tru (remember forced activities nd yeah even though yesterday i felt a little enthusiastic about it, 2day i felt like shit dis morning waking up by five n d morning 2 prepare 4 d program). any way b4 i digresss 4urther (obviously) i went 2 d program feeling lyk hell nd i felt i had all d ryt reasons 2 be (sleep sleep sleep).

However i left d program feeling real gud abt my self, i tink it was all abt d speaker, i can't even remember his name ( i tink it's pastor Daniel) wen he came 2 minister God knos i had my reservations ( abt spending 5 hrs 4 i lecture) but i must confess i was deeply imparted by his teaching dat i might not have minded spending more tym (suprising by my own standards)

l learn't so much 4rm him dat i cld write a whole book abt it but some of the things i learnt which i would like to enumerate are-

Hard work dosen't kill anyone and is d only key 2 avoiding a hard lyf.
Every big success is an accumulation of small steps over time.
Success is neva by chance, it is only prepared 4.

anyway these are d few i am willing 2 divulge 4 free 4 more info call (lol i digress again) anyways my point being da i was deeply touched and motivated enough 2 want 2 change d way i viewed lyf 2 want 2 make an impact nd changed how i viewed success nd lyf in general.

till we meet again Chall.

Life nd so much activities

i finished my exams last week (xcept one) and was already planning how i would spend my two weeks before school vacates, since it would be lecture free, when the school management informed us that it would not be free indeed but rather they were planned programs designed by the management to keep students busy till vacation.

I must confess i was shocked, annoyed, bitter and angry with the school and these are part of the reasons my blog has been left idle for some days now. But if there is anything ive learnt in this school it is the art of patience and perseverance and also the fact that your opinion doesn't really count to the school.
o tell and so much
This is like the day since the program began and i must say it is fun but i wont deny that at sometimes i feel really bored all i can do not to cry is sleep. Any way i hope at the end i would have so much to teach about life and so on but till then have fun .

A Letter To My Father

Dear daddy,

i thank you for bringing me to this world 20 years ago, i thank you for showering me with your love since then, for rocking my cradle 2 make me sleep, for singing lullabies to me and carrying me whenever i cried, i thank u for my childhood for filling them wit as much love as possible because they were the best years of my life.

I thank u for correcting me wen i strayed, i thank u for showing me all i can be, i thank u for believing in me even wen i could not believe in myself, i tank u for telling me that id sky was my limit and that i should face my devils. I thank you for all those trying year when you stood by me and believed in my potentials, even when i could not see the d potentials myself.
I am sorry for the days i made you cry, the days i caused you sadness, for the days i hurt your feelings, i am sorry for not always remembering your birthdays and special occasions, for not always saying thank you when you did something nice for me, i am sorry for the times i forgot to call even when i should have, i am sorry for the things i have hidden from you all this years, like how much you mean to me and how i can imagine my life without you.

I love you so much that sometimes it hurts and times like this when we are apart i miss you so much, you've taught me so much, like how to believe in myself and how no body is better than me and for these i owe you much more.
I cannot promise that i would never hurt you or forget your birthday ( just joking) but i can only say that i will try my best to make you proud and if i ever hurt you i would learn to apologize.

you are my role model and my driving force and i want to once again reaffirm my love for you.
To the best father in the world Happy Father's Day